Time to get back on track.

Its only been a week since my last update but i feel like writing more to my nonexisting audience(cept the friends who are following me). I am beginning to use this blog not only to talk to my friends who are following me, but also myself. It is easier to see my thoughts and to get whatever i need out of my system without it really affecting anyone. Which is how i like it, expressing myself without affecting anybody, unlike those loud mouth people who has to get their point across to everybody. U know what im talking about, the ones that update their status or facebook with something like, "FUCK THIS SHIET" or "FML" or "WTF". No one gives a shiet about ur story and if you don't feel like talking about it, dont put it in your status, where everyone can see. Why should u notify people that you are angry or or sad, this only get people to grow concern of your case and cannot resist to be curious about it.
ex.
Status Update: John Smith is FUCKING ANGRY
Pocahantis: Whats wrong?
John Smith:I don't want to talk about it

Now what was the point of that? If you don't to talk about it dont announce it, simple as that. Let me ask you guys, have i ever let my emotions take me over? It seems that i am emotionless or calm most of the time because i do not let my emotions affect people who are not important to me. I hide it, store it inside of me and let it build, just like my gas after eating at chipotle. But unlike gas, my anger or sadness just goes away instead of exploding. I created an image of myself as a nice and calm guy. Sometimes people see it as apathetic or insensitive but thats how i like it. I do not let many things affect me as it does to other people. I can't understand why people are not able to do that and has to make a big deal of everything. Anyways enough about that. I didnt write all of this because of something that happened recently, its just always been a pet peeve of mine for a long time. Just needed to find a way to explain it to myself.

I am writing this blog in the middle of my 4 page essay. Now i am 2.5 pages in progress but decided to write in here to relieve some stress. School is the same, i am still spending more money on nasty over priced food at mason. I have been neglecting my summer resolutions which were:
-No soda/less Sugar (Had delicious rich Godiva Chocolate last night)
-No Fast Food (Had Papajohn's pizza, popeyes, Taco Bell, chick fil-a,)
-No Starbucks (actually i am successful with this one)
-No Bertucci's (Had pizza last week)
-No eating after 9 PM (ate 30 minutes ago)
-Have at least 1-2 hours of exercise daily
-Eat Breaskfast (this is still holding up too)
-STOP EATING OUT. (Fail 3 times a week)

I need to refamiliarize myself with this and get back on track. I don't know how much weight i got back after losing nearly 10 lbs this summer. Apparently an accurate scale doesnt seem to exist within my reach. Time to get back on my essay now. Only the draft is due so it doesnt have to be perfect. As soon as i hit page 5 i am going to save and print. For those who actually read this, this might be something new about me that i haven't really told anyone.

October Update

Wow school is going by pretty fast. Finished with the 5th week of school, about 1/3 through the semester. Im so thankful college uses the 10 point grading system where 90 and above is an A. Got a 92 on my Astronomy exam, 92 on my chemistry exam, but wtf, i got a 79 on my calc exam???? Calculus, after taking HL math, should be the easiest thing. I was so dumb cuz i made alot of stupid mistakes on the exam. I knew everything, so i skipped alot of class and i guess wasnt really preparing for the test. Oh and another thing, taking test in a cramp lecture class is the worst. It is so uncomfortable taking a test with someone 3 inches to my left and to my right. Also with such a tiny little desk. I could not stand it so i finished my test within 30-40 minutes and left early. Now the weather is getting colder and im still finding it hard to add exercise to my schedule. And i continue to waste money on food at school. This is not going as well as I would like. Life would be so much better if i didnt have a job, have loaded parents, and have a super fast metabolism and naturally get buff like black people do. Now im gonna save up and invest money in home equipments for working out. The gym at school isn't really fitting my schedule. Now just waiting for halloween and wanting this semester to be over....